contradiction

repentance

I found my mind drifting around aimlessly in the past 2 months...I have done nothing constructive. I just cannot concentrate. thiugh realising the pbm, I dunno how to fix it.maybe i should plan ahead.here come my reading week work list

AFI revision*midterm is coming-but my note is a mess; i don't understand Banking

BA/CN law catch up*i'm falling behind the teaching schedule.I'm  present physically, but not intellectually.

yield to the reality(a rili realistic Alice=.=)

I hv never planned to overload myself throughout yr 3 before. on the contrary, I want a either pretty relaxed( or a bit laissez-faire) yr(I think it's gd for my health,esp skin conditions) or  customised curriculums(preference  goes first).

However, that realistic Alice is only conceptually unbounded(she only dare to THINK, to DAYDREAM) and never puts her thoughts to actions:< she yielded to the GPA threat.(Poor Alice!!!!but doesn't that she ask for it-- she chose it; but isn't that academic duress?????is her thought a rili practical alternative for her?)though I'm still defending myself, another Alice deep inside my mind is still contempting me.

p.s.: quoted fm Barton:

in life... many acts are done under pressure, sometimes overwhelming pressure...but they are not neccessarily done unde duress...=.=

BJ01(2007)一周年紀念

見到五星中其中几颗星都憶述BJ01的点滴,身为五星中的"红战士"当然不甘示弱 :P ,也要缅怀一番

BJ01最大的收穫就是认识了四颗星星(及见证一段良缘:P),想起我们的GIRL'S TALK ,大家分享心事,十分SWEET; 大家在街上,景点里,公车中,教室内尽情高歌,多开心:>(我们还拍VIDEO呢),平日少唱歌的我,也感染到这分欢悦(我也有分儿开腔啊^.^).至今,我还记得雅儿教我的歌儿.回亿的星斗不断在我的脑海里闪烁着,但愿我们这五颗星共同累积更多的星斗,乃至一条银河.我们的友谊越闪越亮 :>

丁丁,Hilan,雅儿,朱迪,我爱你们!!!

P.S: hehee,有点儿肉麻,但畢竟是打從心裡要說的,不能吝嗇:>

my younger brother is a "frenetic"

he goes berserk today.he shouts as a dog. he hurled chairs at yr direction. he snarled out a torrent of abuses. He was the uglest at that moment. I always hope to leave him, leave this house. I could when I get older and richer. I takes pity on the one who is gonna spend the rest of the lifetime w/ him.

v.often if he encountered any downs in the reality or cyber world, he would vent his anger on us(his family members).

p.s.:I should watch out next time.Ialways forget the lesson.